♥ Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Damn im feeling shitty dis morning.. Urgh!! Kinda very moody. I dun noe y.. Now, im late for werk Lucky for me, He's late too n i have finish wat im supposed to do todae, yesterdae. A lil bit of relaxation but still, im tense n stuck-up todae. Damn..
I saw Vanessa Anne Hudgens yesterdae...!! Sorry hafiz. was supposed to meet him but i din. Slowly, i kinda miss her too. I mean, she was sumone im crazy bout. dat smile makes me crazy.. But d truth is, she will never come over. So i could juz b her no 1 fan. Along dat show, i pretend d couple to be me n her. Hmm.. Watever. It somehow nmade me tink, y din i haf a talent to be an actor or soccer player...? Not dat i dun appreciate myself but, nevermind. Afta d show, i called her n its great dat she already get a new comp in her room.. Actually,an old one but she re-use it back. Angah wants wireless so her comp is so called d base for it lah. Den soon afta, i promise to wake her up. But it was disastrous..
Promised was at 5.45.. But no one wakes me up for sahur n stuff n i somehow get up at 6.30...? i tink. Dats shitty for me. i mean i felt bad seh. She owaes wakes me up but wen im supposed to do so, i din manage.. Im sorry dear. i promise i wont do it again. Sincerely. Argh.. I hope dis tyme u can trust me. N bout my diary tingy, i cant show any of dem to u. Seriously, i cant no matter how i tried to give in. Dun get mad dear. Im nt hiding anitink frm u. Juz dat, i dun wan u to noe wats my life like b4 n to me, its over to. I dun wan to retrieve wats been erase long b4 i noe u. N life is really bad b4. Urgh..
Den, i din get to wake up on time. One afta another. Again, no one wakes me up. Nt even my dear.. Wat is everyone boycotting me? Hmph!! Damn it. 8.15 reads d clock. Woke up straight to d toilet without even askin anyone y dey din wake me up.. Dun wan to noe oso. Menyakitkan hati jerr.. Get out of'ta hse n run to my bike n ride off to werk, in d most dangerous way i tink coz lots of cars were honking at me. Heck care. im late. I dun care. i reach here n luckily, no one ask. Fine. Look at his room, no-one. Good. URgh. Again bloggin in d morning.
I dun feel like talking or sms-ing anyone at d moment. i diverted my fone calls.. Sorry. Juz dat i dun wan to get into anymore kinda trouble.
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