Well.. Afta wat has happen yesterdae, i found out one tink bout me.. All along, its diff for me to wake up in d morning. I dun noe y. Dis chnge afta i stop playing competitive football. I gain lotsa weight n start to develop dis habit of... LAZINESS. Kwang3. Fine.

I tried to chnge todae. I tink i manage to.. Cos i force myself to wake up b4 my dear called me. Hahaha. But still im late for werk. Bleargh!! Ur late dear. Hmm sori bout yesterdae. Hmm..

I reach hm yesterdae n went straight to my room. D kitchen was in a mess.. Berminyak seh. Wat do u xpect huh.. I mean, its d fasting month n the kitchen will only b in a mess at break-fast time.. Haha. Watever. Den, i was wondering bout one tink. Still playing in my mind though. Maybe one dae it will come to terms wif me kot.. Fine. I met my friends n one of 'em already had a bike. wow. Interesting. Den we can form a clan den.. Haha. Also, while chatting in msn, my x-schoolmate too got hold of a bike. Fun giler. But we seldom go out together n since we have our own lives, d rapport were no longer as good as b4. Haiz. Miss dose good old daes.

Nite, was updatng my diary. Den i came across dis page whr i wrote... "love was nvr fair to me n it will nvr b to anyone. Y cant we be together wen everyone agree to it n wen we too agree to it? Y must she leave me juz like dat n take our love s compromise rather den true love?" Hmm.. Harsh werd arent dey.. Dats was wen i was in dat situation whr love was judge by looks n compromise is just n excuse to not accept my love.. Hehe.. Now shes wif some oder guys. Duh. Nvmd. At a moment, painful memories came back like a knife stabbed into the chest. Bt nt for long i guess.. I contind wat i had to do n den i meet up wif Hafiz n frens afta prayer. Did only 8. hmm we were talking bout bikes n alot more crap. LAughin n shouting lyk nobody's business. So looks like sumone will b gg riding wif us one dae huh.. We'll see hu will b chasing hu.. huhuhuhu...

I went hm afta dat n contnd wif my diary. Finish wif dat, i called dear but she was busy. Feeling tired, i msg her saying im gg to sleep cos i cant help it.. Was too tired. i took quite some time to even pick up d fone. I din wake up for sahur again cos i dun tink its necessary.She must b gg to school now. I hope she will recover asap. Takecare dear. Im sorry i cant be dere to hold n cuddle u in my arms to make u feel better. But just to let u noe, i love u no matter wat happen n i promise i wont let go of everytink dat easily. U will always b in my heart whrever u r n whrever i go. Promise. i will make u b a happiest gerl u can ever b. I Miss You sooo Much! Love ya loads..!

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