♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Hmm well.First look at my blogger.."last published 27 Mar 2007".Dats nearly two weeks w/o entry.Ive been really really busy wif work.I seriously dun haf time for myself.Everydae is pressure.N sumtimes i tink,M i really trying very hard to prove myself?Both work,physical n hobbies?N my own wishlist.I need to alter some changes to it.Haiz.Wat i can remember,i tink i only hang on d fone for like only 2 times a week...?So i rarely used d fone.Wat more to update dis blog of mine...?But rest assured.Will try to update a.s.a.p.
Hmm last two weeks..I cant really remember wat r d highlights of it.Work was fine.It was only two weeks it open but d rapport n bond between one another is really fantastic.Everyone's is good n hardworking n now,its tight in schedule.Everyone wants to werk but d slots are limited.So deres a lot of gif n take.But not me.Yah.I been really sensitive n emotional d past week.I duno y.I get irritated by d smallest tinks possible.But thank god,i mean,im fine now.I tink.Maybe i need time.I lot of it.N if u read d previous entry,mayb u will haf a lil clue as to y im like dis nowadays.
D previous weekend,a league game.I manage to start my first game after bout nearly two months rest.I was realy happy.N i was dissapointed wif myself.Cos i did not perform to both me n my coach expectations.It was an Espzen FA Cup game against a higher division team n we manage to go thru to d next round.Alhamdulilah.But i will b suspended for d next three games due to some unforseen circumstances.I will wait for it to end though.Im fine wif dat if he tinks it will b d best punishment to gave me.Fine.D next dae,it was Inter-Constituency Selection.I went over for it.It was my previous coach in charge now in charge of d team.But d turnout was bad.SOme of dem has own league games n so lil turn up.Im one of dem as i was suspended so i went for it.N gave my best n got selected.But im not being complacent cos i noe i need to fight for my placing.N i will do dat even if it mean risking my work.Dats my passion n commitment.Insya-Allah i can reach it.
Dese few daes,ive been reminising on alot of stuff.N alot of people whom i MISSED,CHERISHED,TREASURED.Dose ppl who appreciated me n in return,i appreciate.N dese ppl left due to some reason...N acceptable ones...
-Nurfarazila(Kak Zila)-
-Noor Shabah-
-NurAmalina(Ama)-
-Siti Hajar-
-Nurashikin-
-Nur Shahidah(Dak Dak)-
-Nur Shahirah(Shirah)-
-Nur Aisyah-
-Nur Amalina(my wife,Lin)-
-Nur Khairina Qistina(Lin's Daughter)-
-Muhd Munir-
-Wan Baharin-
-Muhd Azman-
-Muhd Rashid-
-Nurfaezah(my dear sister)-
-My Bros n Sis in Popeyes-
-Both Mom N Dad n dear siblings-
I really wished d first two could at least gif me a call or suntink.Im kinda desperate to get back to both of ya.Kak Zila especially.Pls.For Noor,i noe u r reading dis.Pls.On ur hp.I really hope so.
Its been a while since my family had a get-together tingy.I hope it will come one dae.Soon.Before she closes her eyes n nvr to open it back again.N watever problem dat had arise or wil arise will be solve like matured human beings.I really hope so.
I haf still yet to look for ur grave.I will do so wen i haf d money.Insya-Allah.
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