♥ Saturday, January 19, 2008
190108-Part 2
My life now its weavy.I did not really had a good start to my new year but everytink is in the past now.I cant do anitink to change it.Even if i fret bout it.I take it s a lesson n hopefully change it positively.
HANIES.
Hmm someone who jus paint my world beautifully even only wen shes by my side.
A quality fren whom u wont find in quantity.
Notably cute,frenly,adorable.
I lucky to haf known her n will never regret it
Extremely a great listener, a great fren.
Someone who i treasure,missed,loved each n every day.
Dats all it takes for her to make my day.
We went out several times together.N frankly,its diff.I mean,we get along well n din stop disturbing one another.Really.N its sooo cool.I mean to haf her by my side,frowns rarely occurs.A great companion n truly,a fantastic person.Cant wait to go out again huh.Ouh ya..will b picking u up later aftr werk aite.Hehehe.
Now..
Listen.
Its my prob if i want to talk to u guys or not.I dun really gif a damn if u cares a not.Tink bout it.If u dun care bout it,u wuldnt b bloging bout it.Arent u contradicting urself?Huh?Is dat d WAY u try to get sumtink out from a fren who is greatly in need?Huh?If it is,;et me tell u.U r NOT a fren at all.Fcuk it.Tink.Dere must b a reason y i din wan to talk to u.U must remember not all probs can be shared.So wat if u guys r my close frens?Can u do somtink bout it?Can u realli help?Huh?Little probs between u ppl internally u cant even solve it n ur trying to solve mine?N mind u,my probs,in which if i choose to remain quiet,is not some kucing kurap,small lil immatured ppl r facing.N i dun wan trouble u ppl.N choose to b quiet so dat i could cool myself down n spend time wif someone.N dats ME myself.Its not bout my breakup with tat gerl.Im not dat stupid n petty n ridiculous to b affected by dat small minor probs i face.To me,dat is n example of kucing kurap probs,small lil immatured ppl r facing.
If u tink im treating u all s bullshits,fine.I haf my own reasons to y im keepin mum nt wan to talk to u ppl.Wat can u do?Tell me freankly..?Listen?Thanks but i tink wif me keeping quiet,i could solve it more better n get hold of my own situation.Dun try to assume tinks in life.Its nt urs to choose.If u feel dat ur nt supposed to get dat kind of treatment,den i tink dat prob lies in u.Tink bout it.U put urself into dat situation.N if u tink im offending u with my silence n since it is a FUCKING BIG ISSUE TO U,den fcuk out,fcuk it n fcuk off.Get away den.Dun interfere n dun even ask bout watever shit im facing.Cos in d end,its none of ur business.N since it will make u feel offended n put in more probs into ur life,den i tink my suggestion will work very well on dis situation.I dun disturb u n u dun disturb me la.All u tink is bout ur fucking own feeling.Bt do u noe how deep d cut is we i read ur entry?Is dat wat u call me s a close fren?I dun tink so.Guess wat,im digusted.VERY.N tell u wat,dun need to call me a close fren again.If dis is how ur trying to solve a prob of a CLOSE FREN,i dun tink i suits in ur category.Understand?Y?cos u duno me dat wel enuf for u to even call me a close fren.Tink bout it.Do u tink wat u wrote in ur entry is correct?If u do,good for u.If u dun,tink bout wat u shuld do next.
Thanks for droping by anyway.
Khairuldin.
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