New look huh.Hehehehe.I was like sooo free so i decided to change my blogskin. Hehehe.I duno y but decide to make it public.Entah eh.Feels like doin so.


Im currently serving my time.N cant really blog bout watever hapen in camp.So soorrryyyy.2 yrs is quite long for me.Enuf.


Last Sundae..My aunty in KL passed away.She was 55 i tink.Nt sooo sure.I was devasted when i heard bout it.I felt like a crazy man.I mean,im quite close to her.N in dat situation,d only thing dats on my mind is to see her.But wasnt given d clearance to go back.Cos it involves gg overseas.N i need a time frame to get dat clearance.I understand.No one to turn to so i just gave a few msgs to Aisyah n Idah.Being close n understanding,their advices makes me strong.I manage to get back home on Tuesdae to meet my family.It gets me worried cos i dun get to see dem frequently n scared if d same tink were to hapen.Really.N i hat it cos im a Medic n equipt with the necessary life-saving protocol.But if i cant apply it to my own family members,wats d positiveness in my skills?Saving other soldiers n civilians but unable to do anitink to help my own family members.I would rather not b able to do anitink but b around my family rather den d current state im in now.Watever it is,i will always pray for my family well being.Dey r d backbone of my life.W/o dem,i would noe wat to do.Pls,for those who read dis,pray for d well being of my late aunt.Moga rohnya diberkati Allah SWT.


Went to kenduri arwah tadi at my uncle's place.D food was good la.Everyone was dere.Dats a good thing cos it can b said like a reunion.D atmosphere is great.But somehow or rather,its a lil bit hot dere.N d hse is small.N deres a lot of ppl.Cramp.But nevertheless,its great.


Now,while updating dis im on d fone with honey.Hehe.Talking to her is soooo much fun.Tho for a while.Love you loads baby.Was joking n discovering stuff.N yesh.Finally will reveal her.So Aisyah,Idah n Shikin..Ur wish is granted.

As much as I love you (yeah...)
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No... )

Coz' you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it... You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it... You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa...)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only that one makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why (why...)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

Yeaahhh... Oohh...
As much I love you (as much as I need you oh...)
As much as I need you (oooh... as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh...)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no...)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so... soo...

♥ Romance