♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008
Todae's a lil special dae for a special cute lil gerl.Didnt get hold of her name tho but nevertheless,she has all d reason to b smiling n dis pleasant dae is definitely hers.She may not noe much bout how d world goes about but shes lucky to haf everyone beside her to b loving n caring n sharing,their devotion,time n happiness together as a whole on dis dae.Given d invitiation,i too wud definitely want to b dere.Its an atmosphere whereby even every adults crave for.Happy 5th birthday to u.Hopefully by d time ur 6,we will celebrate it together.Hehehehe..
This weekend is a lil bit diff from d norm weeks.N d upcoming week will b great cos we will b having a very lllloooooonnnnnnggg weekend.Unfortunately,we wun b spending time together cos,both of us will b werking.How pathetic is dat.Rite?But,dats not d point.The important tink here is to get as much $ as possible and den,when d time comes,we would b on cloud nine!Spending like no ending!Hehehe.NO!Dats not gonna happen dear.Not wen im around dat is.Hehehe.
Its a sad tink to b hearing dat piece of news.But,i glad we are taking dis along our stride.N accepting the whole situation d way it is,understanding n tolerating each individual's nonsense,has kept me very satisfied dat my judgement was right.Dis could not haf been w/o the help of Him.To whom i pray n seek guidance when both of us are at a distance.Thank God,up to dis stage,things are beginin to prove our sincerity,pureness,understanding,importance and how the both of us needed each other.
Everyone has their setbacks baby.Everyone goes thru diff tinks at diff stage in life.Everyone sees thu a diff perspective towards certain tinkss.Definitely.Tho we both haf d same tinking towards some tinks,i dun denied we still haf alot of diferences to it.Ultimately,if we both sees almost everytink d same way,it has its pros n cons too.The bottomline is,every sec is a learning stage we go thru.We grow.Mentally n physically.N d best part is,we dun realised it.Trust me.Tell me now.Do u still haf more den one way when wearing ur clothes on?Or even haf more den one way of walking towards d MRT,either gg for werk or even gg out?We r 'exploring' dis small lil self.Of our capabilities n confidence n most importantly,trust.
Who u r todae is determined by ur past.N who u r tomorrow will b determine by who u r todae.Its a cycle.Everyone noes it.Everyone is gg thru it n everyone is learning.Even i myself here.Ur past wil not necessarily make ur future.If u put it pen to paper,yes it will.But in reality,if u dun make d moves,tinks will not happen by itself.Dat applies to every daily happenings.He may come back to u.U may already b heartbroken n just by his 'appearance' in ur curent life make u emotionally distracted.But dun let it affect n gets the better of urself.Its ok to b haunted by d memories n pain n d distraught moment he once created for u.But,haf u ever felt a feeling whereby it goes
'com'on.i had enuf.I got to put n end to dis' deep in u?If u do,does it somehow change ur tinking n made u lost somtinks in ur current state which u tot was pure?Anuder way to puting it,does it change u to b a more conciencious person n not trust anyone dat easily?
Im here for u.I told u once.Im telling u again.My first priority is to make u happy.Even in ur darkest dae.I wan u to realise dat dere is someone who is willing to guide u n make u sure dat he will catch u when u fall down d highest mountain.To pick u up n start climbing right by ur side again.
I Hearts You My Love!
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