♥ Wednesday, September 29, 2010
.Bila cinta kini...
.Tak lagi bermakna...
.Yang ku rasa kini...
.Hanyalah nestapa...
.Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu...
.Dulu kau tawarkan ...
.Manisnya janjimu...
.Yang ku sambut itu...
.Dengan segenap hatiku...
.Bila engkau pergi...
.Tinggalkanku...
.Hilangnya cintamu...
.Menusuk hatiku...
.Ternyata memilih...
.Cinta yang fana...
.Perginya dirimu...
.merobek jantungku...
.Hingga ku terjatuh...
.Dalam harapan...
.Ku sebut namamu...
.Di setiap doaku...
.Bangkitkan setiap...
.Kenangan tentangmu...
.Yang ku dapat...
.Hanyalah...
.Bayangmu...
.Hilangnya cintamu...
.Menusuk hatiku...
.Hingga ku memilih...
.Cinta yang fana...
.Perginya dirimu...
.Merobek jantungku...
.Hinggaku terjatuh...
.Dalam harapan...
~Hope u read this~
.I just finish watching a movie...
.On youtube...
.Title : Lagenda Budak Setan...
.A very touching story...
.And i admit this is the first time...
.I shed tears publicly...
.As in not at home...
.Neither in my room...
.Therefore its public...
.As the story rolls on...
.I felt every pain and joy...
.The story has to offer in this movie...
.Kasyah...
.A University student...
.A notorious one...
.Prank is his game...
.But he became...
.A man who change for the better...
.After he succeed in one of his naughty pranks...
.Towards his junior, Ayu...
.And it nearly killed her...
.Ayu...
.A student who enrolled...
.To get away from her past lover,Azmi...
.Only to get entangled with Kasyah...
.And fell in love...
.And their journey begins...
.It struck me when the story showed...
.The sincerity and appreciation...
.Kasyah had for Ayu...
.For its his love for...
.That kept him gg...
.For its her wish to see him succeed...
.In his studies...
.That kept him focus on completing...
.His studies and final project...
.His strong love for her...
.Never did it change even...
.When he could only see her a year later...
.When all he has was her little diary...
.When he got to know...
.She was married...
.All he ever cared was about her...
.All his sacrifices just to get his dream girl....
.As they go on...
.Many a times...
.Bad things happen one after another...
.Ayu got plastic surgery...
.Then Ayu lost her memory...
.Then lastly...
.Ayu couldnt be save...
.After a delivery gone bad...
.I felt a sharp pain piercing through the lead actor...
.As if it was me...
.My life...
.Slowly as he sat by her grave...
.He showed great strength and determination...
.And i admire him for that...
.Even though its just a story...
.I felt it throughout the whole movie clip...
.I read the lyrics...
.I listen to the melody...
.The movie setup...
.The storyline...
.And the characters...
.It suits me...
.Everything...
.The past haunts me back...
.I wana say...
.It hurts...
.Still...
-I want to watch it again...-
My Heart Stop Beating @ 1:15 AM