"Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart BUT if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

*We TELL LIES when we are AFRAID... AFRAID of what we don't know,AFRAID of what others will think,AFRAID of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, THE THING YOU FEAR GROWS STRONGER...*

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

-What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

-What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

-What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)

-What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

-What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend.

If you die tomorrow (God Forbid),you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you,you will reply to dis.

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly CHERISH you , most of all I CARE about friends

Remember, everyone needs a friend. Someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just
takecomfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will..

I care about YOU Dear FRENS!!*

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Hmm i got dis somewhere last week. Sundae.. It is very2 meaningful. While reading dis,i was praying bout sumtink. Sumtink which i was hoping all dis while. She was online.. Shuld i or shuld i not? I din. I was talking on d fone wen Idah told me sumtink. Dat prompt me to ask her. I was wondering n still wondering how did she get my bloggy.. She din wana tell. Fine. I dun mind i mean im more den happy if shes willing to get updated bout me n life but i just wan to noe, how ppl get my bloggy..? Its a lil bit scary. i din tell ppl lah but somehow dey get it. Nevermind. Tag everytime u read my blog pls.. Im missing u n it will do a whole lot good to c ur name dere.. rite dere.. at my taggy. N thanks for dat reply on msn. I appreciate it n looking forward to a new frenship wif u.

Yah. Her name does change my everytink. Dark to Light, Night to Day.She played a big part in my life for sooo long but i just din treasure it. I blame idah for doin d same tink to me but on my part, im doin d same tink too but not to idah. Im feeling how shes feeling. I love u dear close fren.

I was sick for d past 4 daes. Very bad fever n flu. I tot i recovered but i din. On fridae, went to jb alone to do sum stuf. Stayed dere for soooo loooonnnggg. I tink nearly 8-9 hrs lah. Hmm bored but d result was satisfying. I still owe dem money n i tink i will go in tomorrow to pay dem. Haiz. Once i got home, i meet some of my frens n dey ask me to follow dem go jb. WTH???!!! i just came back seh. But in d end i follow oso.. Means i reach hm at around 6-plus. Heehehe..

Next dae, i wash my bike cos i got plans for dat nite. No traning dis weekend lah. I wanted to join d other team's trainin but wen i called my x-coach, he said dey r having deir quaters in a 7-a-side tournament. Tot of watching but den again, malas. Called Hafiz n we were having fun trying to fix d pipe. after dat, were waxing n polishing watever we shuld. Den at nite, I meet a fren in hougang first den proceed to d party. It was damn full of ppl! I made new frens too at dere.. I only remembered a few. Andrew, Deen, Jean.. deres 3 more but i cant remembered deir names. It was fun lah. Dancing n eating n relaxing. Actually i wanted to go to ZOUK Out but no money. To expensive. I din manage to ask my fren how it was. But i tink it shuld b happening.. Hmm nevermind. I stayed dere until bout 4 plus b4 gg to simpang bedok to eat. Dey started drinking la dats y we left, Yah. My fren den started to make plans during next year break to go Phuket.. Hmm See first k. Not confirm.

I woke up at bout 2 plus. After prayer n all, i relaks at home den i called Hafiz. I ask him if he got any plans but he din. I get my new pp card lah den i wanted to go to VIVO CITY!! I dread for dat seh. Hmm while we were about to go, it started raining n we had to wait lah. At about 6 plus, we left for Vivo City. It was damn BIG n HUGE! I love d ampitheatre n outdoor! PLus D pOOl n view. My goodness. I tink dat is d best Shopping Center in Singapore! Even D whole of Orchard couldnt outdo Vivo City. Were walking n walking n walking. Den we got hungry. But at d same time, we're behaving like hooligans seh. Especially wen its me, hafiz, khairul n khalid... Dats it. I can even laugh even remembering wat took place. Hehehe.. I love dat dae. It was a short time only n im lookin forward to go dere again. Dis time maybe wif... Hmm.. I wont tell.. *Bluek* Once i reach home, everyone was asleep. N i discover, my sickness wasnt gone yet. din really feel it outside.. Hmm was wonderng lah. I on d Tv n watch Super Sundae. Chelsea 1-1 Arsenal. Trenmendous game wif great pace n ability n agility n action. Fantastic play n great teamwork. Good refereeing n great smooth flow. Goals scored were unpredictable n unbelievable. Micheal Essien n Mathieu Falmini. Gosh. I went to a deep sleep afterwards.

Woke up at 5.30 n waited to solat Subuh. At 6. Den slept back n im having temperature. Tot of gg doc but i still haf medicine at home. I msg my supervisor n went back to sleep. I woke up late lah. I den meet Hafiz again n went to CDC to help him wif his stuff. Meet a few of my soccer mates back in sec skool n National Under-18 2003. Dere r still playin n was quite shock lah to see me in dis state. Hehe. Im no longer active but getting to werk on it in d Amatuer League. After dat went home to meet khairul n his GF, Dat meting wif hafiz was somewhat unexpectable n i hate it.. i mean his pillion.. urgh..! Cant believe it lah... Fine. Haiz. I stayed at home dat nite n slept preety early after putting down d fone wif Idah. N for d first time since d dae she found out, i slept wif her on my mind. n i dream again. Haiz...



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