Dapatkah putih kan menjadi bunga
Kiranye cuaca sering gerhana
Dapatkah kasih bersemi selamanya
Ataupun aku harus berserah kepada-Nya yang maha esa

Mestikah ada satu pengorbanan
Sehingga terjadinya perpisahan
Kiranya itu satu permintaan
Perlukah kau dan ku merelakan

Kita hanya insan yang selalu mengharapkan
Suatu yang indah dalam percintaan
Kiranya tiba dugaan mendatang
Aku kau tingalkan

Karam aku di lautan duka
Bila wajah mu hilang di mata
Tiada berita mengubat rindu
Di kala sendu

Ku biarkan duka di hati berdarah.
Sehingga kering dimamah mentari
Apakah salahku di sakiti sebegini

Perlukah aku terus mengharapkan
Camar yang hilang kembali ke sarang
Apakah masih ada kerinduaan
Yang tersimpan dihatimu sayang

-karam di lautan duka-

Beratnya rasa hati nak melangkah pergi
Tetapi apakan daya aku terpaksa
Buat kali terakhir ingin ku mengucapkan semoga dirimu berbahagia selalu
Tentang diri ku ini terserah padamu tuhan menentukan

Tak perlu kau bertanya kemana ku pergi
Pandailah aku menjaga diriku ini
Sekali ku melangkah oh biarlah ku teruskan perjalanan ini walupun sendirian
Hanya tuhan yang tahu duka lara hidupku ini tak terkata aduhai sayang

Ku masih lagi teringat bicaramu yang terakhir
Pedihnya hingga menikam kalbu bisanya
Selamat tinggal sayangku. Selamat tinggal kasihku
Aku terpaksa pergi dahulu kerana terluka hati ini

Kiranya tempias membasahi jendelamu
Itulah airmata yang jatuh di pipiku
KIranya sang bayu menyentuhi paras wajahmu
Oh itulah rinduku yang menyebut namamu setelah kian lama tak jumpa.

-kerana terluka-

Dose two up dere.. are songs which i tink had been done by me. As in wat im facin n gg thru. Towards me. Yah.. Nvmd.

Back to reality, Last thurs, as i cam back frm lunch, its was rainin lah. den i started to feel a bit diff. Dat means, im gg to get sick. Indeed i did. Damn. Den on fridae, i couldnt even wake up.. so i din go to werk. I woke up n feel really sick. dat was cos i need to go for prayers.. Afta prayers, feeling sick n irritated by d slightest tink, i headed to johor to fill up my tank. N i came bcak tot of gg to sleep but, i was told to help out in d arrangement of tables n chairs. I din get d chance to rest. Fine. I Den do wat was told n at nite, cut my hair. i haf a new hair-do. Yeah. My own style. But b4 dat, i had lunch wif Idah! First time seh de ajk makan!! Wahahaha. We had a long talk oso lah. b4 i headed back home without sending her home. I couldnt take it. Den yah.. After cutting hair, again help out downstairs nden, my buddy came. We talk n talk until bout 11 wen a member ask me to go clubbing. I cant lah. i mean how to go. firstly, im sick. Secondly, i need to look after d place d whole nite. So, dat goes off.

Den nite came n me n my geng lepaks around d whole venue. We laugh n jokes n shouted d whole nite but d funny tink was, none seems to like woke up n shut us up. teehee.. We're havin d whole tink to ourself. Eatin n playing guitar.. acting like fools n figuring out how to arrange d bride's eating table.. Eventually, it went fine. Yup. Den we just sat down n played d guitar n laughing n shouting.. Damn. Until bout 5 plus.. Dey den went back n i prayed n den try to find a place to sleep. Again i was denied. Damn. I carried on on d day itself n i din wan to talk bout wat happen dat dae itself. All i can sae was, i lost somtink precious. Dats all.

D next dae, i slept all d way. Already sick n i din get enuf sleep. I pampered myself. Tido mcm baby. Teehee. I woke up n den sleep again until Mondae. I still haf temp so i din go to werk. I stayed at home but went out for a while dat afternoon. I reach home n den wadi call me to meet me undr my void deck. I relaks for while den i went home. Once i reach home, i made n impt fonecall afterwhich, i slept back. Todae, blogging n werkin. waitin for n return call frm shikin for some impt matter... Till den u guys take care aite. love u all!


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