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♥ Monday, November 06, 2006

MOndae morning.. 8.15am.

Nenek: Din.. Din bangun nk g keje.
Din: ..
Nenek: Udin, bgn lah. nanti lbt. bgn cepat da pukul 8.20 nih.
Din: ..
Nenek: dinnn..
Din: sobbing..
Nenek: aik nape nangis..? Tik!! tengok, anak ko nangis.. da besar pon nangis.

She den wipe my tears n i too wipe d bits left b4 heading to toilet. I miss Lin doin dat to me. I miss her wakin me up in d morning. I miss alot of tinks. Gosh! y do tinks haf to end up dis way?

Everynite, everydae i miss her voice, i miss her laughter, her cuteness, her everytink. I dun really get to feel dis way if she not dat special to me. She did haf a big impact to me. She made me feel secure wen im not. She made me feel good wen im bad. She took care of me wen im down. She is my everytink. Overall, she made me feel Lin is back. Its like shes in her. But physically, she not. No one can b s beautiful s Lin. Her skin, her contour, her smoothness. D fair colour of hers. D natural brownish-red long-layered hair. Her soft but meaningful touch. I miss all of dat. I noe i cant find dat in any oder ppl. I noe she's one of a kind. She's special. I love her. i really do. I will haf to accept d fact dat she's no longer around. i admit for d pass 6 months she left me, i stil couldnt accept dat fact. i duno how dis will last. mayb its a hoax. mayb its all a lie. mayb abdullah din wan her to come here n make up dat breast cancer issue in Lin. Dats y he nows went to hiding cos i cant seem to cntct him. But i dun wan to make dat spaculation cos its not true. If its true, den y do Lin came in my dream? Confusing rite? i purposedly do dat.

i noe its a bad tink to do but im still crying to sleep. u cant really see it cos i do it in me. i can still afford to cry in me s i dun wan to let oder ppl see my sorrow. Dis is d only place whr i do tell it out. N oso, in my dear diari. If only she could talk. If only she could do sumtnik, im sure she would. Haiz. I too m not sure if my decision is d rite one. I miss her. I miss him too. Mayb im jus over-reacting. Mayb my anger gets d best of me. Cos after a few daes, i felt lost. I felt alone. I felt "THE LONELINESS.."

"Im siting here, tinking bout how im gona do without u around in my life n how m i gona get by.."

Saturdeae, my fam went visiting again. but in d morning i accompany a fren of mine to look for bike. He just pass his license lah. Den i meet mom n dad at my cousin's hse at simei too. after which im supposed to go for trainin but i din go, wait, i cant turn up cos dey chnge d venue w/o telling me in advance. Fine. I stayed at home until bout 7 went i met shikin. We lepak at simei until bout 11 plus went i decided to sent her back home cos i wan to watch soccer. We were playing wif a laptop lah went suddenly, He came online. shikin chat wif him n he said hes goin out alone. She den ask him.. " y alone? go out wif aja arh.. " He replied " y aja? shes only my fren. " I din care lah. den ia told her to stop doindat but she said sternly. " alah de ckp je. Aku cukup kenal de din. Entah2 dlm senyap2 de g umpe aja. " Im got lost in my tracks. But its over lah. After i sent her, i relax at home n den fell asleep aftr reflectin on my fate.

I woke up to find my cousin has arrive at my place. hmm quite havoc. at bout 2, i left home for a while to go to a frens open hse at Fajar Rd. Yah. her family is quite friendly. Deres a lot of food dere too. but i din eat cos i wana eat at home. hehe. Den, i went back. Again nearly involved in an accident. Dun wana talk bout dat too. I reach home safely n den at bout 5, i went to play soccer. im tryng to keep myself occupied lah. I reach home at bout 7 plus. n Still, ppl ar cuming over to my place. Yah. it stop at 9 plus. i can breathe easy now. I watch Super Sunday n Chelsea Lost. Yes! Haha. im a ABC..< find out wat it means> i din really slept lah. i cried to sleep again..

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