Well, guess wat, i finish everytink!! I duno wat else to do. Cos my partner is on leave n some documents are wif her. So now, im just relaxing lah for d mean time. N im blogging.

I duno if i shuld take off d password to dis blog. But im scared cos i did sumtink bad lah. I stole a gerl's pic from friendster n put it as my image. Hehe.. jahat eh i. She's actually my crush. I mean i haf a crush on her. I saw her once candidly at her skool bus-stp. But i dun tink she saw me lah. cos i was on d bus.[dat time no license yet] Hehe. She look familiar in her pindafold wif her frens. Her skool uniform. I kept looking at her but i dun she prasan cos she din even look towards d bus. Fine. Went d bus drove off, i saw her fully. hmm. sweet n cool wif dat cute lil dimples. Too bad Lin has no dimples..[sorry Lin]. Teehee. Im her secret admirer... And who is she? Up DERE!! Rate her n tag it down. Another reason is i dun wan oder ppl to read my blog. Especially dose who r not welcome.[jahat eh i]

Yesterdae.. Hmm ok lah. notink much happen. Except dat i came in at 10 instead. Cant wake up. Den at nite, i went out to fill my petrol n came back. I saw Jovin n her friends under d void deck. Sat wif dem for awhile n den dey ask me to follow dem to an underage party next week. I duno if im gg or not. I hope im gg lah. See wen i get my pay.

Im really looking forward to dis weekend. Another two daes only. My cousin is gettin married...! Now, three ladies haf tied d knot. Hmm first is bride-to-b younger sis, den my sis, now is dis future bride. Hmm wonder who will b d first guy/man in dis family tree to tie it first. Supposedly to b me i guess cos im d *gatal* sort who cant wait to get married![gatal is another way of saying cheeky] But how to get married wen deres no gf at all? Money is not a prob but if deres no partner, who will i married? Rite??!!! Makcik KPO n Shikin? Hmm US$15000 eh? Ungu lah ko ampai tue shikin. N s for idah, i tink we will not be together.. not at d moment at least. Hehe. Love u dear fren. Watever it is, i dun tink i will b bringin anyone over. I dun no. I mean was supposed lah but i dun tink she wans to come either. Looks like im alone again. Hehe. Nevermind. I promise mom to bring Siti Nurhaliza over.. Haha.[mcm phm]

Oder den dat, wats gg on eh dis weekend? I pon duno. hmm sundae sundae... Ouh yah. Cos of d wedding, i dun tink i would b able to go for trainin. Haha. Nvmd. I will missed dat. BUt i can plead mom to go dere. I hope she lets me off.. Maklom lah. Org kuat tkde, Mama Mesti risau lah. Hehe. Still got no idea on wat to do on Sundae. Sundae.. Anybody want to ask me out???!!! Teehee. But i felt like i haf to meet sumone or do sumtink lah dis Sundae. Ape eh..? Hmm let me check my dear diari n appointment list eh. I will inform u all at d next entry. Yah. Guess wat, i got an interested buyer for my bike lah. My fren jus called lah. He wans to take over my bike. I hope he agrees to it even wen he learnt dat my bike is not in good condition. I told him frankly but he still insists on getting it. Fine. I dun mind. Up to him lah. BUt i will still do some stuff tto it b4 letting it go. I mean i will try my best lah to help him in wat way i can. Hmm looks like, I will haf to go thru another break-up.

Hajar din reply to my msg for her at friendster. Hafiz haf not been calling me aftr wat has happen. Shikin haf been quite busy since she started werking. I hope she will stay longer den in oder previous jobs she had. Idah haf been cool now wif her new peers n close fren, Raihan. I noe he will make u laugh even more den i do. N after reading dat bulletin of urs, I tink its quite a coincidence huh. If it really turn out dat il b gg out wif Raihan. Ive been alone now n i tink im ok to dat cos ive been so for d past few months. I dun wish to change any state im in now cos i like d way i m now. Wif how tinks r gg n me taking one tink a time. Being patient wif wat is gg to happen n wat has happen. Learning n becoming wiser day by day aftr my close boifren advice me on wat to do. He has been an eye-opener for me. Givin me advice especially to my probs i had been facin wif hajar. Thanks Wan. I hope i can take ur advices. We had one vision but diff types of 'cure' huh. Appreciate it. N i did appiled it to one of my frens. I hope he could take wat i had told him to do. N wat not to expect a lot from a gerl. Cos hes d "degil-dajal" sort who is havin to overcome his-unfaithful-but-still-loving-gf. Take it slow bro. I noe u dun haf d password to dis blog but i hope my doa for all my frens akan termakbul. Inaysa-Allah. I mean im not dat good either. I still need to repent n change for d better person. Im worst den some of whom who noes me before. Dey can actually judge me. Dey...? No I tink only two of 'em. N i guess u noe who u r.

Raye was quite a hectic but boring one lah. Full of jokes n learnin situations. I learnt a lot bout my family past history. But y must it all come out only after grandpa passed away? Y cant it b forgotten b4 d tragedy? Y cant u guys b more responsible b4 n not make grandpa n grandma sick of life? Hmm I hope i wont grow up to b like dat. N shikin n idah, maaf lah bab tk sampai kat umah u all dis yr. I will come over wen im free k. I hope lambat2 pon u all tk kisah. Lagpon, u all pon tk sampai lagik kat my hse. So, just tag aite. Another tink i got to noe while talking to Wan was,im a lil bit immature compared to him. Overal. But certain tinks, i do m d serious din some of u noe. I dun really haf much story to tell bout. Except d pic on top n i will b hoping she will reply my msg soon. Cos im looking forward to love someone who i tink will b worthy of my love, care, concern, faithful, jokes n comfort.



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