Well dis is gg to be a looooonnnng blardy entry.. bear wif it aite.

On fridae i meet up wif Idah. Ouh before dat, received a msg frm sumone la. she felt guilty over wat i wrote n she tot i was refering to her.. nah. Dat wasnt for u. So, yah clear tinks up wif her. followed idah to pay her bill den i went back to werk. manage to meet her for awhile cos shes around here. she wans to noe hr i werk. sori i dun tell. hahah. Den, after werk, i pay off debts. yah i do owe ppl money. haha. mostly bout my girlfren. she is very demanding lah. since i love her sooo much, i dun mind paying all dose expenses.. Hehe. den i headed back home feeling relived after i manage to clear it all. BUt i wasnt feeling well tau. I reach home n mum was lyk, "udin, eh udin d rednose reindeer da alik..." MUM???!!! i noe lah my nose was red n i was sneezing. But u dun haf to call me dat wat.. I was shock for a while. Hahaha. Nite, after solat, i went down to play some football. sadly, i couldnt really play cos i got cramps.. tu ar sape sroh tk nk warm up dulu. Fine. Lepak2 wif d rest after d game until bout 11 plus. We went juz taking crap lah. after which i got sleepy but i hang on to watch tv. den soon i wanted to go to sleep but couldnt. i was wide awake!! really regretted hangin on. i den went out. at first nk isi minyak jerr. Den i ride around clarke quay jus to find whr d hell is CUBE.. My goodness.. I ended up in Bencoolen n den i went home lah since i got nutink to do. n i was alone throughout d whole journey. Goodness. I reach home at bout 4 plus n everyone is awake for sahur. But d funny tink is, went i reach hm, my blok is blackout!! Was pondering lah sape yg bakar kuih malam2 bute ampai blackout. Hahahaha. Come to tink of it, i tink its mum!!! WEK!

Woke up at around 4 plus d next dae. I called her lah den she told me her fren ajk de kuar g antar ustzh g umrah. i tink. she was force lah. fine. i den go to my mechanic to check out some new stuff in superbikes. Hehe. too bad i couldnt fix it., only for big bikes la. futhermore,no money. hehe. den went i came back, i was wif is. we were talking bout certain stuff n i tried his bike but he din do to mine lah. I told him d probs i have been having wif my girlfriend n he understand. he too been thru wif his previous one too sooo yah. We both share d same common tink. now, he just love his current girlfriend n not plannin to break up any sooner..although he could get a better n prettier one. for me, i tink it will b a long-run one. hehe. Mayb until we get married.. whu noe. i love her sooo much! Den comes another one wif his girlfriend. N we chatted for while our girlfriends listen attentively. Hehe. wer laughing n laughin.. hahaha. Its good to have a girlfriend like dem. Den its time to break-fast lah. n we left, headed home n leaving our gifrlfriends home too. At nite, i meet her n chatted for a while. i sent her until she disapear under d escalator. how i wish i could sent her home. i tink my girlfriend dun mind either. But she doesnt wan so fine lah. Afterwards, i meet haikal n his group of frens. we went nite-riding to several places lah. N it adds up to my knowledge. Hehe. ended up in bencoolen again to sahur wif dem. Den i head home, dis time, no blackout. hehehe.. but was in no mood lah cos i found out liverpool draw wif blackburn. Urgh!!! Was lying down on my bed den i msg her. a long one. was awaken by her reply n disturb awhile. i dun wan to tink no more so i juz went back to sleep.

i woke up quite early lah.11 plus da angun. i dun no wat to do. i was reading d msg over n over again. very2 not stable at dat time. fine. i bath n den decided to get a clear of mind by gg... JOHOR. alone lagik. my first time. usually went wif hafiz but i wanted to go alone dis time. i bought my stuff at kelantan lane first b4 gg dere. Was quite a breeze lah at causeway but not on d way back. it was scarry. verry. Once i reach dere, i was d first bike lah to reach. so d mechanic got all d time in world to really focus on my bike. i was satisfied wif d way he handle my bike. very confident n he noes wat hes doin. Den comes other bikes lah. But one tink dat upsets me was, all singaporeans dat was dere all were not fasting n were drinking like nobody's business. N i tink dey tot i was chines so dey din really care. even wen d police patrol car were patrolling too, dey dun n never care i tink. Fine. as long as it doesnt concern me, i dun wan to interfere. but pls, i hope u guys dun do it again. wait i tink it does concern me. hmph! forget it la. even in singapore i could find d same tink happening. watever. I waited until bout 5.30 den its ready. n im sppeding like used to. hahaha.. again. dis time, its more stable n i will b kicking my ass on d road agan. hahaha.. i bought for hafiz cigarette, fill up full tank n headed back to Singapore. i manage to get pass d jam n while waiting to chop my passprot, she called n i said i will call her back once i reach home. At d custom, i wasnt check at all!!! Damn it. i noe i bought more for hafiz. so dat he will die faster...
hehehehehehehe.. 6 plus n i return her call. we talk n i haf a lot of q on my mind. But since she is happy n i dun wana spoil her mood, also since she said shes havin her o's paper todae, i decided to not ask her. n i dun tink i will b posting d q here like i told u yesterdae either. I will ask u wen d time is rite.. or mayb, i will let time ans my q. n take watever ans its gg to give me later in my life.. I wished her good luck n i hope i do take off abit of pressure on her n put in alil more of confidence to her. i really2 hope so. den it was time to break-fast too. so we hung up. i den meet hafiz n ali but went hoe shortly. i take a last look at my girlfriend n i gave her a big smile. She smile back n i noe it. though i cant really see it. i will make u d best u can ever b. i promise! I love YOu!!!!

i gave her a last msg b4 gg to sleep. But by d time she reply, i was fast asleep. deep deep into my dreamland.

Todae i woke up for subuh, i pray she will b ale to do her exams. pls, save her n look after her ya allah. She's innocent n protect her frm all kinds of troble n give her d strength she need to go through all dis by herself. Amin. den i woke up abit late but manage to reach on time lah..

K i haf piles to finish up n im alone now. u guys do take care huh!


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