♥ Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Hmm lunch time will start in bout 5 mins lah. but i taking it a lil bit earlier. Uncle had left for prayers. soon it will be cuzzin n den.... ME. hehe.
Nutink really happen yesterdae nite. or perhaps after i post my entry. Ya. Wat i noe is dat,i need to finish my werk till d end of d month. i duno how many more will b thrown to my table. Hmm i jus hope not tt much lah. Den i went to hafiz's cribs to use his somp for a moment. he too jus came back frm skool.. Hmm skool. haha.. I miss mine. both SP n GVSS. fine. Its over anyway. Yah. Chatted for a while n den proceeded back hm wen i tink its enuf. haha.
Back hm, nenek was dere. hmm d food looks good too. yah. i got to noe a story. bout dis boy whu wanted to fight wif me. He somehow got into somekind of childish, unbelievable, stoopid, crazy
trouble n wat happen afterwards. Haha. I couldnt understand him at all. so wat if u have a pending case? so wat if u ever fought wif one of d big shots of skinheads? must u b proud of it? u look stoopid n childish n senseless dun u realised dat.. n u called urself a future singaporean which still tinks dat education dun need money? some one pls tell n proof it to me dat it is true education in singapore dun need money at all..! i will chop off watever u wan me to if ur able to do dat.. Siow. dats not a bet. its just a comment. phulse. i couldnt held my laughter at how stupid he is. but still, i regard him s my fren. n will still do. teeheehee..
I received a msg frm her but din get d chance to reply soon enuf. i tink she is asleep wen i reply to her. But den i received a called while watchin EPL highlights. He got into some kind of prob n i help him out lah. Yah its him n his girlfriend lah. Remember i wrote in my previous entry...? no not iz but another one dat arrived a bit later. I brought him back lah. poor him aftr i got to noe wat really happen. fine. i went to his hse n eat a while. i was forced lah. i bought some stuff frm him too. bike stuff lah. my gf will surely like it. hehe. den i sent him to his frens place. it was soo funny how we rode thru. we were carrying a pram. haha. ppl were looking at us. whu cares.. i dun. look lah. n take a good look at my bike too. hehehe. aftr i reach dere, i realised my disc brake is really gg to gif way soon. im praying it will stay cool until dis sat n i will get u chnged alrite. no prob. i reach hm at bout 11 n dats wen i replied her msg. she shuld definitely be asleep. i den bathe, relaks for a while, update dear diari n sleep.. with Lin on my mind.
-I really2 miss her. i really do. my first love, first hug, first couple pic, first baby. I hope ur r doin fine dere.-
Yah i den realised y hafiz din called me d whole of yesterdae nite. im'ma check it out later in his blog. N yah, love..? love is not a bad n unfair one. Yes it hurts sumtimes but u need to find love n experienced love b4 judging it. never judge love by its cover. n never judge true love b4 everytink. u will only discover true love aftr u hurt by love. wat happen aftr love is called true love. u wun undrstand if u dun gif it a try. u wun feel it if u dun experienced it. ok hafiz...? rite AMALINA???!!! teehee.. i love u too.
n for her,
i noe ur reading my blog even if u dun tell me. listen. concentrate on ur studies. U need not clarify tinks now. i dun wan u to distracted. i wun disturb u at d moment. i wan u to reach ur goals n do proud of urself n family. not me. n i noe u will despite d pressure n workload. Jus do wat u always do everydae. dat is, being urself. U noe urself so u shuld noe ur strength n weakness. I will carry on updating so if u couldnt get d chance to contact me, jus read dis up aite. its true certain tinks i dun post here. but hey, i will b fine alrite. I m confident u will strive towards ur goal. Good luck. Insya-allah. till we meet again.
din.
Urgh. i still haf alot of work to do. hmm n i hope d haze condition wun worsen. my flu is still getting bad n i dun tink i wana go doc any sooner. i noe it will fade one dae. i duno bout me... mom n dad, i love u very much. My brother, im sorry if i had not been giving u d love u guys crave for frm an elder bro. Frens, takecare aite. My dear bestfren shidah, i miss u loads. i crave for ur smile n laughter. i really do miss our time b4. Overall, forgive me for anitink i had done wrong b4. im doin dis ahead of raye. cos i dn feel good after dat dream. dose whu noe bout dis blog or not, so long u noe me, i forgive u guys for all d wrongdoings u have done. Dun wory. dats in me. Alhamdulilah.
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