Hmm i kinda just got back from KL trip.It was fun lah but dere is a moment of truth n sadness dat eventually happen.N of course some oder events dat really is great!Weehee..

Alrite2.I left home on Fridae nite.Actually it was delayed but i force mom n dad to go on dat fateful nite.I dun care.I was really looking forward to it n wen dey tot of leavin on sat morning, its a big "NO-NO" for me.Dey r actually scared of d flood la.Watever.So we sat out at around 8-plus lah after solat.Tuas was cleared n we got thru w/o any hassle.I was awake throughout d trip.*winks* Reach my aunt place at about 1am.

Saturdae morning, was a bit boring cos we were at home most of d time.U see my aunty is a tuition teacher dere n weekends was like a stay-home session for whoever sleeps over dere.Same goes for her children.N i envy dem a lot cos dey r able to like stay at home n do nothnig but watch tv n sleep n study n man, picture dis..dey write diaries evertime dey r really bored!![dats only for d gerls lah]N my cuz has a average of two diaries every 1 1/2 months!Damn..Imagine lah.Nevermind.Eventually,we got to go to my aunty hse not far away from dat place.Yah i got two aunties living in KL.Actually more but,we dun really go to d rest of deir hses la.I met my dearest cuzin whom i quite close wif n quite sumone whom i really misses..N its a must to meet her everytime we go KL..We had a chat n fun lah disturbing each oder.Yah.N i told her i was sacked at my previous job.N den some motivation to go along n stuff.We were dere for quite some time b4 heading back.It was quite heavy lah to go back but since we haf oder plans so we make a move.Along d way, mom bought durians n dey r like having fun eating it.I dun really fancy lah.I den went to get some cakes at Secret Recipe n had dinner at home.Nite, i just watched soccer n den lay down to sleep..

*L:Heys..U missed me out..
D:Lin.. Wat.. Wat u doin here?
L:Hehe.. Just wander off to here..[i look around.. its a place i dun no..I mean, i dun recongnise]
D:[Was looking at her]U dun come here to look for me do u..?
L:I got sumtink to tell u.I guess dis will b d last time i will b seeing u.[With a huge grin at her face.See seem happy.Really2 happy.See was like dancing around me n touching my face contour s smoothly s she could n s if she was whispering she said]Goodbye dear love.
D:[smiling]Wat r u...[turning n turnin n runnin looking for her..I woke up n dad was telling me to do prayers..]

I din check d time n din really care bout d dream at all.I did d normal.Morning, after breakfast, i was getting ready to go out.As we were waiting d drivers, aunty comment bout bro.Den suddenly she talked bout me.N she asked me bout d band i was wearing on my left leg..dat impt tink in my life.N she asked me to cut it. i said no.Den she was like chasing me wif d scissors in her hand..I can sense she was serious bout it n i was saying pls dun spoil my mood pls.But she got hold of me n she asked me to cut it.I was begging her not to do it n i will do it wen i get back to singapore.She wont.I put my finger in between d scissors a couple of times to avoid it.N she said "Who gave u dis?Gf?" i nodded."Dun tell me she will break wif u if ur not wearing it.Dun b ridiculous" Tears was already welded up in my eyes.Its a secret nobody noes not even mom..Although she noes who is Lin.I was holding it back.N Doin it big time.Den i felt d cut in d band.n i could feel d cut too in my heart.Goodness.She threw it into d bin rite in front of my eyes.Everytink was gone.I cant believe it.i act as if it was no big deal to me.But i did show my attitude at d mall lah.I din walked wif dem.I did my own shopping n bought my own stuff w/o nobody to refrain me bout price n bla bla..Den we went to a Datuk's hse.It was a damn big bungalow n i really like d ambience.He has a business.A big one la.N so is d hse.Were dere for lunch jerr.Den we went back home.Dat nite,we had vietnamese food.D whole family.Asiatic food restaurant i tink.N den went back.No shopping dat nite.Just b4 sleeping, i was reflecting wat happen.n den linking it up wif d dream i had.Is it true..?i mean my own conclusion to it?Im still reflecting it now.N since d band got off,i got more sensitive,moody,n getting sick easily.I hope sumtink somewhere will tell me bout it.Insya-allah.

D next dae, left for singapore n reach at 4 i tink.. N once i got home, i felt like burden is back.I mean,i felt so problemless at KL..But went i come back, its problemmaniac..

Im a lil bit tired lah.I will update d week in my next entry.

♥ Romance